May 4, 2010
Today is the day for surgery. Spent most of the night tossing and turning scared I was going to sleep through the alarm and not get up at 4am. Carl says its cold outside, which is shocking considering its Texas. Need to go have to be there in an hour and its an hour drive. I will be so glad when everything is over with I am tired of traveling all over the state for different procedures but all for the same thing.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Friday, April 30, 2010
April 30, 2010
I am so frustrated over stupid "army wives" who really need to have a class on being mature.
Yesterday I was on my Facebook because I admit I am addicted to Farmville. As I was getting ready to click on it I noticed this blog written by one of my husbands soldier's wife. This lady had to nerve to bash my husband on Facebook because she assumed my husband made her husband go to work after being off for personal reasons. First of all I was sitting right next to my husband when her husband called and I remember my husband telling this soldier he did not have to go to work if he felt he needed more time off. Second be aware of what you post on Facebook because people even employers do read your blogs. Now people can see why I do not hang out with the "army wives" to much drama over something petty. Your husband signed a contract with the military which means you did too because you came as a package deal on his end. Meaning let him do his job without you going crazy over getting home late, going to the field, overseas fighting, or not having a day off outside of the weekend. Serious your going to have a bash party on Facebook! Call my husband or go to legal over it but don't have bash party over something petty. Thank you for listening to me rant and rave over this, it helps so much to release this frustration.
I am so frustrated over stupid "army wives" who really need to have a class on being mature.
Yesterday I was on my Facebook because I admit I am addicted to Farmville. As I was getting ready to click on it I noticed this blog written by one of my husbands soldier's wife. This lady had to nerve to bash my husband on Facebook because she assumed my husband made her husband go to work after being off for personal reasons. First of all I was sitting right next to my husband when her husband called and I remember my husband telling this soldier he did not have to go to work if he felt he needed more time off. Second be aware of what you post on Facebook because people even employers do read your blogs. Now people can see why I do not hang out with the "army wives" to much drama over something petty. Your husband signed a contract with the military which means you did too because you came as a package deal on his end. Meaning let him do his job without you going crazy over getting home late, going to the field, overseas fighting, or not having a day off outside of the weekend. Serious your going to have a bash party on Facebook! Call my husband or go to legal over it but don't have bash party over something petty. Thank you for listening to me rant and rave over this, it helps so much to release this frustration.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
April 27, 2010
Woke up this morning thinking that in a month and half would be a year that I discovered the lump in my breast. It is also almost a year that Carl has been home from Iraq and that in 3 months he has to go back. I do not agree to this war or sending our men and women over there but I stand by them 100%.
They told me it would be a long process in my fight for cancer and that it would take over a year before it feels normal again. When they told me that I looked at them like they were crazy. I kept telling myself that I would have the surgeries and reconstruction done before that year was up. Look at me now almost 7 months after the first surgery and finally I start my reconstruction surgery next week. People do not understand how it feels to be mutilated with scars, to have no breasts, hair, or not to be able to conceive children again. All this due to a simple gene that I carry that causes cancer.
Woke up this morning thinking that in a month and half would be a year that I discovered the lump in my breast. It is also almost a year that Carl has been home from Iraq and that in 3 months he has to go back. I do not agree to this war or sending our men and women over there but I stand by them 100%.
They told me it would be a long process in my fight for cancer and that it would take over a year before it feels normal again. When they told me that I looked at them like they were crazy. I kept telling myself that I would have the surgeries and reconstruction done before that year was up. Look at me now almost 7 months after the first surgery and finally I start my reconstruction surgery next week. People do not understand how it feels to be mutilated with scars, to have no breasts, hair, or not to be able to conceive children again. All this due to a simple gene that I carry that causes cancer.
Monday, April 26, 2010
April 26, 2010
Today I had my physical at the Army medical clinic at Fort Hood. The main purpose was to be released so that I can have surgery next week on the 4th. Everything was fine with the exception of my belly button still hurting.
Its been over 12 days since my laparoscopic hysterectomy was performed at the Air Force Base in San Antonio. Everything else has healed except it still hurts to bend over and everything I wear rubs on the area above or below my belly button.
Today I had my physical at the Army medical clinic at Fort Hood. The main purpose was to be released so that I can have surgery next week on the 4th. Everything was fine with the exception of my belly button still hurting.
Its been over 12 days since my laparoscopic hysterectomy was performed at the Air Force Base in San Antonio. Everything else has healed except it still hurts to bend over and everything I wear rubs on the area above or below my belly button.
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